Undomesticated Equines
Author: Orrymain
Category: Slash, Drama, Mini-Angst, Romance, Established
Relationship
Pairing: Jack/Daniel ... and it's all J/D
Rating: PG-13
Season: Beyond the Series - July 21-31, August 1,4, 2010
Spoilers: Message in a Bottle (minor)
Size: 52kb
Written: December 8-11,17,19,21,30-31, 2007, January 2-5,8,
2008 February 18, August 1-2, 2009
Summary: Daniel and one of the brood have an unexpected and
potentially dangerous adventure while on a business trip.
Disclaimer: Usual disclaimers -- not mine, wish they were,
especially Daniel, and Jack, too, but they aren't. A gal can
dream though!
Notes:
1) This fic is for Sineag, by special request.
2) Photo courtesy of nbc4.com.
3) Sometimes, Jack and Daniel speak almost telepathically. Their
“silent” words to each other are indicated by asterisks instead of
quotes, such as **Jack, we can't.**
4) Silent, unspoken thoughts by various characters are indicated with ~
in front and behind them, such as ~Where am I?~
5) Thanks to my betas who always make my fics better: Tonya,
Linda, Melissa, Sara, Claudia, Lissa, Caro, Jodi, Ali, Adrienne!
Undomesticated Equines
by Orrymain
“You saved Dad's life, didn't you, Teal'c?” four-and-a-half-year-old
Chenoa confidently stated rather than asked from her seat on the
Jaffa's lap.
I see them!” Chenoa exclaimed, pointing at the ponies.
“I kept him company,” Teal'c responded.
Jack and Teal'c had just finished telling the little girl a watered
down version of the time when Jack had been speared by an orb that
housed an unknown number of entities. The alien object had been
brought back through the Gate the night before the incident, and Jack
and Teal'c were in the process of returning it to through the Stargate
when spikes spawned from the orb, one of them pinning the then-colonel
to the wall.
“He told me jokes,” Jack chuckled. “Undomesticated equines,” he
mused, shaking his head as he stood up from his favorite chair.
“Teal'c, want anything?”
“No, thank you, O'Neill.”
“Noa?”
“Chocolate milk, please, Dad,” the little girl requested.
“Okie dokie.” As he walked into the kitchen, Jack continued
talking, his voice raised so the two could hear. “Noa, it was
pretty scary, but while Daddy and Aunt Sam were trying to figure out a
way to save me, Teal'c was right there, by my side, making sure I
didn't give up.”
“Dad never gives up,” Chenoa stated with certainty, looking at her true
love and getting a nod of affirmation from him.
“O'Neill is a great warrior, ChenoaJacksonO'Neill,” Teal'c
agreed. “It is not in his nature to give up.”
“Daddy doesn't give up, either,” the little girl stated, bobbing her
head up and down.
“That is correct. Both of your fathers are brave and tenacious
men.”
“What's that mean?”
“It means we're stubborn,” Jack explained casually as he returned to
the living room and the sound of his giggling daughter. “Here you
go, Princess,” he said, handing her the cup of chocolate milk she'd
requested.
“I like chocolate milk,” Chenoa declared, taking a big drink from the
cup and then smiling. “What's undoe...doe'es'cated equals?”
“Undomesticated equines,” Teal'c corrected.
“Yeah, those,” the girl acknowledged.
“Wild horses: ponies.”
“I love horses, Teal'c. I rode Butterscotch this morning,” the
girl spoke happily, referring to the lifelike toy pony that Jack had
enthusiastically purchased for the Munchkins, even though they had only
been three months old at the time.
Daniel had thought his husband was crazy for purchasing a gift that was
designed for young children when it would be at least a few years
before the babies were old enough to play with it. Yet, Jack
hadn't been able to resist the expensive toy that actually responded to
touches and conversation. As it turned out, though, they didn't
need to wait that long for the toy to be used after all. Some
months later, the couple adopted Jennifer, David, and Chenoa, otherwise
known as the Mouseketeers, and both David and Chenoa enjoyed playing
with the horse from time to time.
“You told Dad a funny about undoe...those things?” Chenoa asked.
“I wished for him to think about something other than his ...” Teal'c
paused. Though he and Jack were sharing a real-life adventure
concerning the Stargate, they had been very careful not to make it too
scary. He knew from Jack's expression that he didn't want the
young girl to know just how painful the experience had really
been. So, instead of saying 'his pain', the Jaffa redirected his
thoughts and completed his sentence in another way. “...
situation. It was important for O'Neill to concentrate on
something else.”
“Like Teal'c's crazy humor,” Jack responded, taking a sip of his coffee
and giving his friend a covert nod of thanks.
“Hey,” Daniel greeted as he came down the stairs.
“Daddy, Teal'c's funny!”
“He is?” the archaeologist asked in surprise, receiving a glaring cock
of the head from the visitor. “Oh, I mean, he is.” He
looked at Jack and questioned, “What am I missing?”
“Just talking about undomesticated equines. You remember,” the
general stated, confident that his husband would remember the first
time they had heard the phrase and know what they'd been telling Chenoa.
“Yes, I, uh ... do.” Daniel stared at his husband in
confusion. **Jack?**
**Don't worry, Love. Just a little story, and we've covered it up
pretty good. She just knows I was in trouble, you and Carter were
saving my life, and Teal'c was doing the buddy thing and telling me
...**
**Jokes,** both men communicated at the same time.
“Well, have fun,” Daniel continued. “The babies are all
asleep. That should give you about an hour of peace. I'm
gonna go pick up Jen and David.”
“Okay,” Jack acknowledged.
“Bye, Princess,” Daniel spoke sweetly to his young girl. The
younger man gave his husband a good-bye kiss and then turned to the
Jaffa. “Teal'c, good to see you.”
Teal'c nodded, watched Daniel head out of the house, and then turned
his attention back to the young girl, who looked up at him with bright,
happy eyes. He had to admit he hadn't felt this honored to have a
child's love since his own son was a young boy.
“How about a game of ping pong?” Jack suggested.
“I shall be honored to beat you once again,” the Jaffa sparred verbally.
“Game on, Big Guy,” Jack retorted while inwardly grumbling about Teal'c's
overconfidence.
The two men and little girl made their way to the ping pong table and
prepared for their amateur sporting event.
====
“I almost won,” Jack griped that night as he pulled off his blue shirt.
“Twenty-one to six?” Daniel teased as he unbuckled his pants.
The older man just sighed. He was lucky to be able to get the
ball in play whenever facing off with the alien, but continued to hold
out hope that one day he would manage to defeat his friend.
“Jack, I got a call from Perry Oldman today,” the archaeologist
reported.
“Oldman,” Jack repeated thoughtfully. “The guy from the
Kecoughtan project in Virginia?”
“Right,” Daniel acknowledged. “He'd like our opinion; well,
actually, he made a request.”
“Which is?”
“He'd like me to go there and take a look at the site first hand, maybe
do a couple of preliminary tests, just to see where he stands and get a
more accurate idea of what the potential financial impact would be,”
the archaeologist answered.
“You mean he wants to pay us for you to go there and tell him whether
or not he can afford to do what he already knows needs to be done
anyway?” Jack put forth a bit cynically.
Daniel chuckled as he slipped on his pajama bottoms and replied, “He's
new to historic restoration and what goes along with it. He's
just looking for a guiding hand.”
“Go forth, young man and ... guide,” Jack mused dramatically.
“Well, I had another idea, too,” Daniel admitted, standing by his side
of the bed with his hands on his hips.
“Do tell,” Jack responded as he sat down on his side of the bed, his
body twisted around so he could see his lover.
“I thought I'd take one of the brood with me and go there in Jo,”
Daniel stated, referring to the family's Meyers aircraft.
“Which one?” Jack asked.
Daniel shrugged as he sat down on the bed, twisting around so he could
face see his husband.
“Wanna draw a name?” the general suggested.
Smiling, the younger man bobbed his head up and down a couple of times
and agreed, “Yeah.”
The two fathers loved taking their children on individual trips.
Sometimes it was a given who would go, but at other times, like now,
the decision wasn't quite so clear cut as any of their brood would gain
equal enjoyment from it. Daniel was eager to take one of them,
but he didn't really have any inkling as to which one should go.
Jack got up and walked to a drawer, pulling out a small box that had
eight key chains in it. The key chains were identical, except
that each held a face of one of their children.
“Ya know, Danny, I think if the kids knew about this, we'd be drawn and
quartered.”
Daniel chuckled, “Probably, but it works in a pinch.”
The older man shook the container, turning it over a couple of times,
shaking it over his head and behind his back, and then tossing it onto
the bed.
“That should do it,” Jack proclaimed. He picked up the box,
opened the lid, and then held it high above his lover's head.
“Let's see who gets the special trip with their daddy.”
Amused at his lover's antics, Daniel raised his hand high into the air
and then let his fingers dance around the key chains for several
seconds before he finally had one secured in his hand. He lowered
his hand and opened his palm to see whose key chain it was.
With a smile, the older man asserted, “You'll have a great time.”
====
“Daniel, it's good to meet you,” Perry Oldman greeted at the site of
the restoration.
The man was in his mid-thirties, had short blond hair with hazel eyes,
and he had a tiny scar just below his right ear from a traffic accident
he'd had several years before. He was about five-nine and weighed
in at one-hundred-seventy pounds. He spoke with a mid-western
accent and wore a traditional black suit with a yellow shirt and a
black tie.
“You, too, Perry,” Daniel replied as the two shook hands. The
archaeologist was wearing navy blue jeans and a white polo shirt, his
more casual attire due to the testing he was about to do at the
location. He then reached down and picked up the child who'd been
clinging to his leg. “Perry, this is my daughter, Chenoa.”
“Chenoa, hello,” Perry acknowledged warmly, smiling at the curly-haired
blonde.
The little girl was wearing a blue jumper over a lacy white shirt with
puffy sleeves, an outfit she'd selected so she could match her daddy's
attire as closely as possible.
“Hi,” the girl replied shyly before burying her head in her daddy's
neck.
“Why don't you give me the grand tour,” Daniel suggested, moving forward with the business of the day.
====
“That really helps?” Perry asked.
“GPRs are a great tool,” Daniel informed Perry about the equipment he'd
just set up.
“Can I push it, Daddy?” Chenoa queried hopefully.
“Okay,” the archaeologist agreed, though he stayed right behind his
eager assistant.
Daniel had brought with him a few pieces of archaeological equipment to
use in making a tentative evaluation. One of those items was
ground-penetrating radar, or GPR, that would hopefully give him some
good images of the surface below.
“Go in a straight line,” Daniel instructed, not really caring that he'd
probably have to go over the area again. It was more important to
him now that Chenoa felt like she was contributing. “Good job,”
he praised as they continued to walk forward.
====
“Daddy, can I ...” Chenoa began.
“Uh, not with this tool, Noa,” Daniel replied apologetically as he
worked the hand-powered bore.
The little girl watched with intrigue as the archaeologist carefully
worked the object.
“What's it doing, Daddy?”
“Well, I'm drilling a few holes in the ground and sucking up the dirt
below.”
“Why?” the girl questioned.
“It will help me find out what the layers of ground are like below the
surface and how far down we might have to go to find artifacts.
Mainly, it gives me an idea of how much it might cost us to dig here,
because it will tell me how far down we have to go and what the soil is
like.”
“Oh,” Chenoa replied while remaining focused on her father's task.
====
“What can you tell me?” Perry asked at the end of the afternoon when
Daniel had finished his testing and exploration.
“I'd like to review the GPR findings tonight, and I also want to check
in with my staff. I had them doing some research for me
today. Can we meet tomorrow and discuss the results?” Daniel
asked.
“We can, as long as you're willing to meet me at the pony swim,” Perry
answered.
“Ponies?” Chenoa questioned eagerly, her eyes widening.
“Yes,” Perry confirmed with a smile. “The ponies swim Assateague
Channel at Chincoteague Memorial Park, on the east side of the island.”
“Daddy!” Chenoa exclaimed excitedly, grinning in anticipation, although
she hadn't really understood anything the man had said except for
swimming ponies.
“Pony swim?” Daniel asked, clueless about the event.
“It's an annual event, and I promised my nephew I'd take him this
year,” Perry stated. “You haven't heard of the Chincoteague
ponies?”
“Na-huh,” Chenoa answered.
“No one is exactly sure how it happened, but hundreds of years ago,
ponies inhabited Assateague Island. There's a refuge built for
them now, but it's expensive to maintain, so every year they have an
auction, to sell off new foals and yearlings. It's a big
event. Starts in the morning with the swim, where the ponies are
herded across the channel from Assateague to Chincoteague. After
a rest, they're herded to the carnival grounds for the rest of the
day. On Thursday, the auction is held, and on Friday, any pony
not sold swims back to Assateague to live on the refuge.”
“Daddy, please, please, please, pleeeeease, can we go watch the ponies
swim?” Chenoa asked, jumping up and down excitedly.
“Sure we can, Noa,” Daniel replied, smiling at his daughter's
enthusiasm.
====
Later that evening, Chenoa was sitting on her father's lap at the desk
in their hotel room. Daniel had researched the famous ponies on
the Internet.
“Okay, well, folklore says that the ponies swam to Assateague Island
from shipwrecked Spanish galleons,” Daniel told his daughter.
“Like a gallon of ice cream?”
With a little chuckle, the father answered, “A gallon is a measurement,
a size, but this is a galleon.”
“What's a galleon?” Chenoa questioned, trying to say the word just as
her daddy had pronounced it.
“That's a large ship. European countries, like Spain, used them
to travel the ocean. They had several decks and were more stable than
earlier ships,” the father explained.
“Why would the ponies be on a ship?”
“Maybe they were taking them from Spain to another country,” Daniel
supposed. “Anyway, that's just one possibility about how they got
to Assateague Island. Another theory says that pirates may have
been responsible for bringing the ponies to the island.”
“Wow,” the little girl responded.
“Apparently, though, no one knows for sure how they got there, but
they've been there at least since the early sixteen-hundreds.”
“Were you a little boy then?” the girl asked.
Daniel chuckled, “Uh, no, Princess. This is going back a really,
really, *really* long time ago.”
“When Dad was a little boy?”
“Uh, even longer than that, Chenoa,” Daniel replied. ~I am
definitely *not* telling Jack she said that.~
“Oh.”
“For a long time, the Chincoteague Volunteer Fire Department maintained
their herd of ponies on the island. Then in 1943, a refuge was
built on the island. Uh, let's see, eventually, they built a
fence to keep the two herds apart. The fence is on the state
line, dividing the Maryland and Virginia sides of the island. Now
the members of the Chincoteague Fire Department are the ones who do the
yearly roundup of their herd.”
“How come, Daddy?”
“Because of the amount of grazing land they need. The roundup
helps them monitor the health of the herd and keep the size to
one-hundred-fifty. They've discovered that that's the best
number, so they strive to keep the herds at that size,” Daniel answered
as he continued to read through the information he'd found. “I
like this,” he opined, smiling at his daughter. “The Fire
Department uses the money from the auction to take care of sick and
injured ponies.”
“They love the ponies,” Chenoa surmised.
“It sounds like it, Sweetie,” Daniel affirmed.
“What about the other ponies?”
“Well, it says that they're looked after by the National Park Service,
and I guess they have other ways of doing what they need to in order to
take care of the ponies.”
“Can I pet the ponies tomorrow?”
“I'm not sure, Noa,” Daniel responded as he read some more. “The
ponies are pretty much on their own at the refuge. It says here
that they're considered wild animals.”
“Undomes'cated equines,” Chenoa laughed.
Daniel laughed, too, as he nodded and elaborated, “The ponies have a
hierarchy of individuals within separate groups that live on home
ranges. From what this says, the ponies do have the behavioral
characteristics of wild ... uh, undomesticated equines,” he chuckled.
“I'm excited, Daddy,” Chenoa confided unnecessarily, her grin easily
giving away her eager feelings for the next day's happenings.
“Me, too,” Daniel responded. “Now, you'd better get some sleep
because we need to get up *very* early, and I still have some work to
do.”
“Okay, Daddy,” the little girl agreed.
Daniel helped Chenoa prepare for bed and then listened as she said her
nightly prayer. It contained all of the usual requests, to bless
their family, friends, and pets. The young girl remembered her
birth parents, too, something Jack and Daniel had encouraged from the
very moment they'd adopted the Mouseketeers.
“And please help the ponies to swim safe and find happy homes,” Chenoa
requested, ending her prayer and starting to get up.
“Noa,” Daniel reminded.
“Oops,” the little girl giggled. She returned to her previous
position, placing her hands back into their respectful, palms-together
pose, and added, “Thank you for loving us. Amen.”
Chenoa looked over and received an approving smile from her father, who
then tucked her into bed.
“Daddy, can we take pictures of the ponies, please?”
“You bet! I love you, Noa.”
“Love you, Daddy,” Chenoa replied, yawning as she settled into a
comfortable sleeping position. “Ponies ... excited,” she added,
yawning again as she closed her eyes.
====
The next morning, Daniel parked his rental car at the Chincoteague High
School parking lot. It wasn't quite 6 a.m. when he and his
daughter stepped aboard one of the shuttles that was providing
transportation to Memorial Park, the place where the ponies would be
swimming to.
“Where are the ponies, Daddy?”
“Still on the island,” Daniel answered. “It could be a little
while before they release them.”
“Why?”
“Because they have to check the tide and the currents, to make sure
it's safe for the ponies, and they have to make sure the ponies are
ready to go for their swim, too,” Daniel returned. He smiled at
his excited daughter. She looked so pretty, wearing a denim
skirt, white blouse, and a blue vest that had a darker blue puff
edging. “Remember to stay by me.”
“I will,” Chenoa promised, looking up at her father and thinking how
handsome he looked in his blue business suit.
The young girl especially loved the initial pendant that Daniel was
wearing on his navy blue tie. It was the one that had an
intertwined 'JD' on it, the item the symbol of her parents love that
they'd exchanged during their second wedding. The parents always
wore them, somewhere on their clothing or person, sometimes hidden from
view and sometimes obvious, like today.
====
“Perry,” Daniel called out evenly, seeing his client had already made
it to the place they had arranged to meet.
“Good morning, Daniel,” Perry replied, shaking the archaeologist's
hand. He looked down and greeted, “Hello again, Chenoa.”
“Hello,” the curly-haired girl replied shyly.
“This is my nephew, Ross,” Perry introduced, smiling down at the
nine-year-old, freckled boy.
“Are the ponies coming yet?” Chenoa asked eagerly.
“Not yet, but soon,” Perry responded.
“This is a great place to watch,” Perry stated. “It's gonna get
very crowded within the next hour, so why don't we take advantage of
the opportunity and talk some business.” As Daniel nodded, he
looked at his nephew and stated, “Ross, make sure you stay here, and
keep an eye on Chenoa.”
Daniel was impressed by the instruction, not that he had any intention
of taking his eyes off his daughter himself.
====
“Thank you for your sound judgement, Daniel,” Perry stated
appreciatively. “I suppose I was being a bit overcautious.”
“Understandable. This is your first restoration. What
you're doing is a great thing for the area. I hope you'll do more
of it, and that J-O Enterprises can be a part of it,” the archaeologist
replied as he closed and locked his briefcase. He smiled and was
about to say something else when he suddenly realized he couldn't see
his daughter. “Noa?” Standing up, he looked all around and
shouted, “*Chenoa!*”
Perry closed his briefcase and stood up while assuring, “I'm sure she's
fine.”
Daniel's heart was pounding. How could he get so wound up in
business that he'd taken his eyes off of his daughter? It was
unacceptable, and he'd never forgive himself if anything happened to
her.
“Relax,” Perry urged, seeing how upset the other man was
becoming. “I told Ross to keep an eye on her, and I'm confident
that's exactly what he's doing.”
“Well, where's Ross?” Daniel questioned pointedly.
“Daniel, Ross has come to this event every year since he was a
baby. His parents, grandparents, me, or one of my brothers and
sisters always bring him here. He knows the routine, and he knows
the grounds. He's probably showing her a better spot to view the
ponies from.”
“You said *this* was the best spot,” Daniel stated in a somewhat
accusatorial tone.
“One of the best, depending upon the tide and the exact angle that the
ponies swim across in,” Perry responded. “Daniel, they're okay.”
“She's four years old, and I will not relax until I find her,” Daniel
informed the other man vehemently, having lost all of his diplomatic
skills he usually used without even thinking. “*Noa!*” he called
out again as he began to search the area.
====
“Awesome,” Ross responded.
The two children watched eagerly as over a hundred ponies swam towards
the park.
After several minutes, Ross took Chenoa's hand and stated, “We need to
go back to where we were. We'll be able to see them come ashore
better there.”

“Okay,” Chenoa reluctantly agreed.
Though wishing they could stay and watch the ponies longer, the two
children hurried back to where Daniel and Perry had been.
Unfortunately, the two adults were no longer there. In fact,
they'd walked right by the youngsters, separated by a family that
included a woman in a wheelchair.
“Uncle Perry probably took your father to another spot for a better
look. We know all the best places,” Ross announced when the two
kids arrived at their place of origin but found no sign of the two men.
“I wanna see the ponies,” Chenoa insisted.
“Okay, come this way,” Ross instructed, once again taking the little
girl's hand and holding it securely as they walked.
====
Daniel spun around in a circle, his eyes searching desperately for his
little girl. He looked through the crowd of people, hoping for a
glimpse of the familiar blonde curly locks that reminded him and just
about everyone else of Shirley Temple. His heart was pounding so
loudly that he could hear it, and his pulse was racing so fast that he
could feel the throbbing through his clothing.
In his desperation, the fearful parent felt like he might even throw
up. Certainly, his stomach was in his throat at the moment.
This was all his fault. He'd been careless, and he knew
better. Maybe, somehow, the Trust had followed him to
Chincoteague. Maybe, they'd kidnapped the two kids to enlist
Daniel's help with something. It was certainly possible, given
the history between the rogue outfit and SG-1.
How could Daniel face his husband? Jack would never forgive him;
he'd never forgive himself. How would they tell the other
children? A myriad of possible disasters that might have befallen
the two children filled his mind. He stopped his fast-paced
walking and tried to gain some control over himself as his chest heaved
in and out from the near-sprint that had lasted for several minutes now.
“Gawd, Noa. Where are you?” the archaeologist asked, though not
to anyone in particular. ~Have to keep you safe; I'm so sorry
I've let you down.~
“They're here somewhere,” Perry responded calmly, trying to get the
other man to remain positive.
“Look, you don't understand,” Daniel argued curtly. He paused, “I
really don't mean to be rude, but ... there's a history; there's ...
gawd, it's complicated. I never should have taken my eyes off of
her. What was I thinking?” he asked as he sprinted forward once
more.
~That's one worried parent,~ Perry thought. ~A little paranoid,
though, but that's better than not caring, and I've certainly met a few
of those types.~
====
“I bet they're tired,” Chenoa surmised as she looked at the animals.
The two children were watching the ponies from the best vantage point
possible, seeing them actually step out of the water and onto the park
land.
“See that one?” Ross asked. When his young charge nodded, he
explained, “That pony will be given away this afternoon at the
carnival. I hope I win him. Dad keeps telling me that's the
only way I'll get a pony of my own, but if I win one, I can keep him.”
“Wow,” Chenoa expressed in awe. “Your own pony.” She smiled
and commented, “I have Butterscotch. She's lot of fun.”
“Cool,” the boy responded, thinking the girl owned a real pony.
“Look at that pony,” Chenoa called out. “He has patches.”
“Dad says that's because of the interbreeding.”
“Huh?” the little girl asked, looking up in confusion at the boy.
“They don't have a pure line anymore. Every year new ponies are
brought to the island, and the ponies mate with them. You know
what that means?”
“Get married?”
Ross laughed, “Yeah, that works. Now instead of solid coloring,
some of them have brown and white patches like that one.”
“How come some of them look so fat?” the little girl queried
inquisitively.
“Oh, that's because they graze on salty marsh grasses. It makes
them drink more than other horses, so they look like that, bloated or
fat, but they really aren't,” the boy explained.
“Gee, you're smart,” Chenoa praised, getting a giggle from the
boy. “I wish I could pet one, but Daddy says they're undomes'cated
equines.”
Now it was the boy's turn to ask, “Huh?”
“Wild horses,” Chenoa giggled.
“They're not wild,” the boy disagreed. “They're auctioning them
off to families.”
“Can I pet one then?”
“Sure,” Ross answered. “Come with me.”
====
“I'm going to contact the police,” a frantic Daniel advised, still
having not found his missing daughter.
“Daniel, trust me ...”
“She's *my* daughter,” Daniel shouted. He took a deep breath and
closed his eyes. “Look, I'm sorry, but Chenoa knows better than
to run off.”
“And how many times has she seen ponies swim across the shore?” Perry
challenged. “Ross is looking after her; I'm very confident of
that. In fact, I'm sure they're with the ponies,” he twisted
around, “back that way.”
Daniel's body was reacting to his emotional distress. Even with
all of his history and training with SG-1, he felt weaker than he'd
ever had -- his knees were actually shaking, and his body trembled with
tiny convulsions. Of course, this was different. He wasn't
fighting to save his life, or that of his lover. He wasn't
searching for a missing teammate, or tracking down some delusional
System Lord.
No, this was Daniel's daughter he was looking for -- his sweet,
innocent, little girl; the princess with bright brown eyes, who looked
at him like he was the most important person in the world. This
was the child who smiled at him with such love that he sometimes
couldn't speak as a result, the beautiful youth who spoke small words
of caring and trust for her parents in her prayers every night.
This was Chenoa, and Daniel was scared stiff at the potential harm that
could be coming to her, even as he searched the grounds. Then
there was another factor at play. Daniel was alone, his lover,
his support, his strength -- his Jack, being on the other side of the
country. Right now he was a single parent, carrying the burden of
his lost child all alone, without even a moment for an encouraging word
or comforting smile.
If that wasn't all causing the archaeologist's body to rebel against
him, there was his guilt, steadily and aggressively eating away at his
soul. Still, what Perry was saying made sense. They'd just
gone all the way up Memorial Park, but the ponies were coming ashore at
the other end. Chenoa would be there. She had to be.
~Daniel, go find our daughter. You can do it. She's
counting on you, and I have faith in you. Now move!~
The silent reprimand thundered through Daniel's mind, so much so that
he almost, but not quite, laughed. He could hear his lover as if
Jack were there, reminding him of what was important: Chenoa. Not
lost among the supposed order was the older man's trust and belief in
the archaeologist. It gave Daniel strength to continue on in the
search.
“Okay, let's go,” the archaeologist replied more calmly, though he was
anything but calm.
====
“Be very quiet. The trick is to find a pony off by himself.
We don't want to startle the herd,” Ross advised as he continued to
hold the girl's hand.
The two children moved cautiously around the large area where the
ponies were relaxing. They'd be staying here a while, until they
were rested, and then they'd be herded to the carnival grounds where
they could be observed for the rest of the day. They were near
some trees that provided them some cover. Most of the other
observers were several yards away or on the other side of the herd,
wanting to look at as many of the ponies as possible. Since the
children's aim was more specific, they remained away from the crowd.
“Look!” Chenoa exclaimed, seeing a brown pony, one of the smaller ones,
looking at them and slowly coming their direction.
“Be calm. If you're afraid, you'll scare him away.”
“I'm not afraid,” Chenoa promised with a smile.
“Hi, Pony,” Ross called out softly, not moving an inch. “I think
you're awesome,” he praised.
“I love you, Pony,” Chenoa added gaily, full of innocence and adoration
that only comes with childhood.
The pony walked right up to the trees and stopped, as if waiting for
the children to talk some more.
“Pony, can I hug you?” Chenoa asked.
The pony snickered and extended his nose towards the curly-haired
child. Slowly, Chenoa extended her hand out, letting the pony
sniff it for a second and then giggling lightly at the sensation of the
pony's nose against her palm.
When the horse let out another small snicker, Chenoa took that to mean
that the pony was answering 'yes' to her question. With a loving
and happy smile, she walked closer and hugged the tiny pony. She
giggled with delight and then patted the animal before walking away.
“Thank you, Pony. I think you're beautiful.”
“You'll find a good home, that's for sure,” Ross stated, wishing the
home could be his.
“Kids, get away,” a man ordered sternly.
“We were just talking to the pony,” Ross explained as he and Chenoa
immediately backed away.
“That's *the* one, you know,” the man told the children. “He's a
strong pony. He was the first to get across the channel.”
“Dad said I could keep him if we win the raffle,” Ross advised with
longing.
“Good luck, Boy, but stay clear,” the man warned.
“Yes, Sir,” Ross responded politely.
The man stood and stared at the children. Something in their eyes
and demeanor told him that they weren't horsing around, so to
speak. He sensed a true caring and curiosity about the horses
emanating from them. He softened his stance and decided to go
with his gut instinct about the kids.
“I know this pony. My own daughter's sat on him. Would you
...”
“Oh, yes, please, can I? Pretty please,” Chenoa asked.
“If the pony agrees,” the man responded. He whispered to the pony
and talked softly to him for a moment. He put a rope around the
pony's neck as a precaution and then he picked up Chenoa, gently
placing her atop the animal. “Be still.”
“Pony, I love you,” Chenoa declared sincerely, a happy smile on her
face.
“You're one with the ponies,” the man observed, seeing how calm the
pony was with the young girl. “Let's walk a few feet.”
Chenoa felt like the princess her parents said she was, sitting atop
the pony as they crossed back and forth a couple of times. The
pony was as perfectly behaved as the little girl was.
“Okay, that's enough. The pony needs his rest,” the man told
Chenoa and then helped her off the gentle animal.
The little girl walked in front of the pony and petted his face while
vowing, “I'll never forget you, Pony, not ever.”
“Stand back, kids,” the man requested firmly.
“Thank you, Sir,” Ross responded respectfully. Once the pony
returned to the herd, he turned to the little girl and suggested
firmly, “We'd better go find Uncle Perry.”
The pony looked back at the children, somehow aware that they were
leaving.
“Bye, Pony,” Chenoa voiced loud enough for the pony to hear, waving as
she walked away with Ross, their hands joined together again.
====
“Okay, now I *am* calling the po...”
“Daddy, did you see them?” Chenoa called out eagerly, breaking the
handhold that Ross had on her and running to her father, who
immediately swept her into a tight hug, burying his face in her curls
as he took in the fact that she was okay. “They're tired, so
they're resting now. Did you see the first one? He's being
given away at a raffle. I rode him. He's so nice,
Daddy. Did you ...”
“Whoa,” Daniel interrupted, taking a big breath as he held on tightly
to the Mouseketeer. “You *rode* the pony?”
Chenoa ranted excitedly for several minutes about her adventure.
Though Daniel heard her words, he was mostly regaining his
composure. He'd been scared out of his wits, fearing the
worst. While the little girl talked, he noticed that Perry
talking with Ross.
“I held her hand the whole time, Uncle Perry,” Ross told his
relative. “She loves ponies. She's ridden them where she
lives, so I knew she'd be good around them. I took her to where
you let me ride one when I was four, remember?”
Daniel would have chuckled if he weren't still trying to catch his
breath from his fear. He considered chastising Chenoa for taking
off without telling him, but he just couldn't ruin her happiness.
She had such a wide grin and a bright smile on her face. Besides,
it was his fault for losing his focus; and from what Ross was telling
Perry, Chenoa had behaved perfectly with him, following each of his
instructions to a tee.
Finally, the relieved father simply hugged his daughter and whispered
from his heart, “I love you, Noa.”
====
“Hurry, Daddy. Gotta get pictures,” Chenoa urged, pulling the
archaeologist's arm as they walked alongside the herd that was being
taken from Memorial Park to the carnival grounds, which was roughly a
half-mile away.
“Chenoa!” Daniel called out, having finally released the little girl's
hand. “You stay right in front of me.”
“Yes, Daddy,” the overwhelmed girl acknowledged, bouncing up and down
in excitement as she waited impatiently for Daniel to follow her.
“Don't worry, Mister Jackson-O'Neill,” Ross assured. “I'll keep
up with her,” he promised, sprinting forward and taking the point
position so that Chenoa wouldn't get too far ahead of the two adults.
“I suppose you think I'm being overly protective,” Daniel sighed to
Perry.
“No, Daniel. What I think is that you're a good parent,” Perry
answered.
“She loves these ponies,” Daniel stated. “So, the auction is
always a success?”
“They sold one a while back for $10,500, and most of the 'Misty' ones
sell for at least four-thousand and ...”
“At least?”
“And as high as eight-thousand,” Perry answered. “Has Chenoa read
the Misty stories?”
“No,” Daniel responded. “The Misty stories?” he asked, not having
a clue what the man was referring to.
“Marguerite Henry wrote a very famous novel back in 1947: 'Misty of
Chincoteague'. You should check it out.”
“We will,” the archaeologist replied. “Thank you.”
“Daddy, look at the ponies,” the little girl requested excitedly.
“I'm as tall as they are,” she observed about the animals.
“These ponies are most like Arabian or Welsh ponies,” Perry told Daniel.
The man was going to continue when Chenoa observed, “Look at their soft
eyes, Daddy. They just want a home to be loved in.” She
giggled, “Cute ears.”
The girl continued to describe the ponies with their firm muzzles,
large nostrils, and rounded jowls. They were impressive
creatures, and Chenoa was noticing every detail, including their broad
chest, short back, and the heavy, long mane and tail.
Daniel unobtrusively snapped shot after shot, capturing the joy on his
daughter's face, as well as the ponies beside them.
“It's like a mop,” Chenoa laughed.
“They are beautiful, Noa,” Daniel agreed. ~And so are you.
Thank goodness you're safe.~
====
The two Jackson-O'Neills and the two Oldmans spent the rest of the day
at the carnival, and now the big moment had arrived It was time
for the drawing for the first pony to have reached the shore.
“I don't know why I'm so excited,” Ross stated almost as a gripe.
“Maybe you'll win,” Chenoa encouraged with bright eyes.
“I never win anything.”
“But you have to believe, or you won't win.” Chenoa took his hand
and instructed, “Close your eyes, and believe. With all your
heart, believe the pony is yours. He belongs with you. You
have to believe.”
Daniel watched Chenoa with curiosity. He'd never really seen his
daughter respond like this before. She was more confident than
normal and speaking well, rarely slipping into 'toddler speak' mode,
which she still often did at home.
“I believe,” Ross muttered, not speaking as confidently as the little
girl wanted.
Chenoa tugged on his hand and reminded, “That pony came to you,
Ross. He wants to be yours, but you have to believe it, or he
won't be.”
With more resolve, Ross repeated, “I believe.”
Over and over, both children chanted, “I believe” until the winning
ticket was called.
“Well?” Perry asked, seeing the boy's open mouth.
Ross reached into his pocket and pulled out his ticket. His eyes
grew wide, and he began to jump up and down from excitement.
“It's me! I won! I won! The pony is mine!” Ross
ran up to the auction stand, where the pony was being given away.
“It's me! Pony, you're mine!”
Perry laughed, “Dicko is gonna be so surprised.”
“Your brother?” Daniel surmised.
Nodding, Perry commented, “Ross' dad. He never really thought
Ross would win a pony, but he promised that if he did, he could keep
him. Margo, his wife, warned him that he couldn't break the
promise, either.”
“So ...”
“So, Ross is now the proud owner of a pony.”
“I knew he would win,” Chenoa asserted with a grin. “Daddy, can
we get a picture of Ross and his new pony? And with me, too,
please?”
“Of course, we can, Princess,” Daniel agreed as his little girl beamed
with delight.
====
“That was a long trip,” Jack noted when Daniel and Chenoa returned home
on Sunday, which was three days later than originally planned.
Chenoa had been so excited about the ponies that Daniel had decided to
stay and let her watch them swim back on Friday; then on Saturday,
they'd gone to Assateague Island themselves and explored the refuge,
seeing the herds in their everyday environment.
“Dad, I rode an undomesticated equine, and he loves me!” Chenoa
exclaimed as she leaped up into her older father's arms. “I said
it right, Daddy!” she cheered, glancing over at the younger man, who
nodded.
“Daniel?” Jack questioned curiously. He noticed some residual
tension and studied his husband's eyes. ~I'm guessing it's a long
story.~
“She pronounced it correctly,” Daniel confirmed. “We practiced a
lot.”
“That's not what I meant.”
“Oh, well, it's a long story,” Daniel replied. He smiled and
added, “But it's a good one.”
“I'll bet,” Jack responded. ~He'll tell me; he always does; but
he's smiling now, so it must be okay.~
In what had been a strange fluke, the lovers had had a difficult time
connecting over the past couple of days, and there had been a lot of
messages relayed between their older children and themselves. As
a result, Jack hadn't heard about Chenoa being 'lost' to Daniel for a
while. He knew there was something Daniel had started to tell him
during one conversation, but that had been when a small fight had
broken out among the younger children and he'd had to end the call.
“And we went to the island, and watched the ponies on the refuge,”
Chenoa told her older father, unable to contain her enthusiasm.
“And one pony came right up to the car and ...”
“Daniel?”
Daniel just shrugged, replying, “Long story,” again, kissing his
husband quickly and gently rubbing the back of the little girl's head
as he smiled at her before heading for the stairs.
“Dad, can I have a pony?” Chenoa asked.
Daniel closed his eyes as he turned around to face his husband, whose
eyes had just widened about as big as they could.
“Daddy said to ask you,” the little girl revealed.
“He did?” Jack queried, giving his lover a stare that vowed payback.
The younger man simply smiled and shrugged. Quickly, he picked up
the suitcases and hurried up the stairs to freedom from his lover's
wrath.
Remaining calm, Jack thought clearly and questioned, “Princess, think
about the pony. Where would he sleep? How would he get his
exercise? We don't have a barn and don't have room for one.
Who would the pony play with? He'd be lonely.”
The girl's smile faded as she considered the words of her older father.
~Got her!~ Jack thought. Thinking quickly, he added, “But, we can
go ride the ponies at the stables some more. I promise.”
“Yay!” a satisfied Chenoa exclaimed as she smiled.
“Now, a pony came up to the car?” Jack prompted as he carried his
daughter to the sofa to hear her tale.
“Right up to the car, and we got out and ...” a happy Chenoa began,
speaking faster than her little voice had ever done before.
====
“It only took them five minutes, Teal'c,” Chenoa exclaimed as the Jaffa
and her family listened on.
At the little girl's request, her 'beau' had been invited over for
dessert so she could tell him about her big pony adventure.
“Equines are most swift,” Teal'c acknowledged.
“The channel is only about two-hundred yards,” Daniel expounded.
“They had rowboats there and men on big horses making sure the ponies
didn't get lost,” Chenoa stated happily.
“Do they not care for the ponies during the rest of the year?” Teal'c
questioned.
Seeing his daughter's sudden look of distress, Daniel quickly
reassured, “Yes, they do. From what I learned, the pony swim and
auction began in 1924, but the herd is actually rounded up on the
island about three times a year so they can be examined and checked.”
“Oh, good,” Chenoa sighed.
Daniel smiled and added, “Perry told me that volunteers from the Fire
Department also check on the ponies every other week throughout the
year. They're well cared for, Noa.”
“I love undomesticated equines,” Chenoa declared cheerfully, happy
she'd spoken the name correctly again. “Ross is gonna train his
new pony. He said it might take a long time because the pony was
born in the wild, but this pony is worth it. We got pictures,
too. Ross hasn't named him yet, but he promised he'd call and
tell me what he named him. Did I tell you how gentle he was,
Teal'c?”
With the patience of a loving parental figure, Teal'c gave a slight nod
and answered, “Indeed, you have, ChenoaJacksonO'Neill, but perhaps you
should tell me again.”
Grinning, the little girl told her tale for at least the fourth time
that night.
====
As the lovers cleaned up the hospitality room after dinner, Daniel
suggested, “Babe, I was thinking we could incorporate what Chenoa
learned into a homeschooling lesson.”
“Yeah?” Jack asked curiously as he changed his clothes.
“I think we should have all the children read 'Misty of Chincoteague'
as a starter. We can talk about the places mentioned in the book
and map them out. We can have David research the Spanish galleons, and
maybe the Munchkins can find the places mentioned in the story on a
map, or something geographical relating to the story.”
“The five themes of geography?” Jack asked, referring to the location,
human-environment interaction, place, movement, and region.
“Well, they're a little young for that, but we can help ... a lot,”
Daniel chuckled. “We can incorporate some math into it, too, by,
say, well, let's pretend we're going on a family vacation to the
Island. We can have them figure how long it would take us to
drive there, or fly; maybe calculate how much gas it would take and how
much it would cost ...”
“I prefer not to think about gas prices,” Jack groused. “They
haven't been anywhere near sane since 2005.”
“I know, but stay on track here,” the younger man requested. “We
could have Chenoa come up with other places to see along the way, or
maybe just while we're there.”
“How about lessons on the ponies themselves? I don't know much
about them myself,” Jack stated.
“How they live, what they eat, how many there are of them ...” Daniel
began, creating a list of possibilities. “More specifically, it's
a good opportunity for the brood to learn about the wetlands and marsh
areas.”
“True stories about people who have bought the ponies, beginning with
Chenoa's new friend. She could learn what it takes to really
train a wild animal.” After a moment, Jack smiled and opined,
“Daniel, this a great idea: history, science, math, geography.”
“The list is endless. Let's work on it tomorrow,” Daniel
suggested.
Jack nodded and was about to reply when a ruckus broke out in the
living room.
“I'll take it,” Jack volunteered, hurrying off to see what crisis
needed handling now.
====
Late that night, the lovers were settled into their bed, though they
were sitting up, Jack reading a novel and Daniel writing in his
journal. The younger man had paused his writing, wanting to tell
his husband about his observation of Chenoa's behavior.
“I'm not sure what that means, Jack, but Noa acted much more like a
child her age, maybe even older; and her speech was perfect,” Daniel
noted.
“Maybe it was just being on her own with her daddy.”
“I don't know, but she was so ... different, out there ... um, I don't
know, assertive, all in good ways,” Daniel put forth.
“I bet that was fun, seeing the ponies swim ashore,” Jack stated.
“I guess so.”
“You *guess* so?”
Daniel sighed, closing his journal as he elaborated, “Okay, I wasn't
trying to keep this from you, but I didn't want to detract from Noa's
excitement.”
“Okay, now, I'm curious.”
“For the record, Babe, I did start to tell you about this, but ...”
“I know. The kids decided to play war and made Bij and Katie
their hostages. It didn't go over so well.” Watching
Daniel's eyebrows arch in curiosity, Jack used his lover's own words to
quell his curiosity for the moment. “It's a long story, but a
good one.”
Daniel chuckled and then took a breath before explaining, “I didn't see
the ponies swimming to the shore because Ross and Noa
disappeared. I was so panicked that all I did was look over a sea
of people, trying to find them. I never saw a single pony swim
ashore.”
“You lost our daughter?”
“Yes,” Daniel admitted. “Gawd, there were like forty-thousand
people there and a slew of media, and I just ... I ... I lost her,” he
confessed, ready to be on the receiving end of a lecture.
Instead, he felt a kiss on his cheek that led to a tender kiss on the
lips. “You're not ... mad?”
“Danny, we're a team. As protective as we both are, even with our
histories, we're going to ...”
“Mess up?” Daniel sighed, his blue eyes singing with remorse.
“Jack, I was so excited about the restoration. One minute, I had
an eye on Noa, and the next she was gone. I don't even know how
much time passed.”
“Love, it happens. The important thing is that she's okay,” Jack
put forth as he put his arm around his husband and drew him close.
“But it could have gone bad just as easily,” Daniel sighed as he leaned
his head against the strong, comforting shoulder of his lover.
“No, I don't think so,” Jack replied, his hand rubbing gently against
the upper arm of the other man. “Noa said she thought you heard
her when she asked to go off with Ross.”
“You already knew?” the younger man questioned, raising his head to
look into his Love's eyes.
“Daniel, all she talked about for the last six hours were those
ponies,” Jack reminded. “Besides, I have complete faith in you,”
he stated strongly. ~You've come so far, Love.~
“Oh,” Daniel expressed a bit bashfully, nuzzling into Jack again.
“This feels so good.”
“Missed you, Angel.”
“Me, too, Jack, so much,” Daniel agreed.
After a moment of just enjoying the warmth each other's warmth, and the
feeling it gave them both, Jack stated, “According to our happy
princess, Ross took good care of her. He's been there before, and
he knew his way around. She told me that he held her hand the
entire time, except when she got to ride that pony, of course.”
“Why are you being so calm?”
“I probably wouldn't be if it had been me,” Jack responded.
“I thought my heart was going to jump out of my body,” Daniel
admitted. “There was a moment, when I was really scared, but I
heard you ... shouting.”
“Daniel, I swear. I haven't shouted once since you've been gone.”
Daniel chuckled lightly and clarified, “You shouted, in my head.
I was getting desperate to find Noa, and then I heard you, telling me
to find our daughter, telling me she was waiting for me, and that you
had faith in me.”
“That I do, Angel,” Jack affirmed tenderly before sharing a kiss with
his husband.
“It kept me centered, Jack, in that worst moment; it gave me the kick
in the butt I needed to keep going, too.”
“I'll be happy to kick your butt anytime you want, as long as I can do
... other things, too.”
“Gawd, you're incorrigible,” Daniel sighed.
“All's well that ends well, Angel.”
“A cliché, Babe?”
Jack laughed, “Let's just focus on our blessings,” and gave his Love a
kiss on his temple.
“Like wonderful, understanding husbands,” Daniel replied, shifting
enough so that he could place a kiss on his husband's stubbly cheek.
“And wonderful, sexy archaeologists,” Jack added.
“Plural?”
“Just one,” Jack laughed as he kissed his lover on the lips.
“I love you, Jack, and I missed you so much.”
“I love you, too,” Jack vowed. He looked at the journal in his
soulmate's lap and asked, “Just how determined are you to write in that
thing tonight?”
“This thing?” Daniel asked, holding up the journal. He pursed his
lips and quickly placed it on the nightstand. “I don't see
anything.”
“That's my sexy archaeologist,” Jack crooned.
As the lovers enjoyed the passion of their hearts, souls, and bodies,
in another room, Chenoa was having a sweet dream, remembering the
gentle power and love of a tiny pony. Who knew? Maybe one
day she'd own a pony, too, just like her friend, Ross.
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