Return to Juan de Fuca
Author: Orrymain
Category: Slash, Romance, Established Relationship
Pairing: Jack/Daniel ... and it's all J/D
Rating: PG-13
Season: 8 - October/November 2004
Spoilers: Holiday (extremely minor)
Size: 54kb
Written: October 10-12,14,16, November 4, 2004
Summary: Jack and Daniel celebrate their first wedding
anniversary by returning to the place of their wedding.
Disclaimer: Usual disclaimers -- not mine, wish they were, especially
Daniel, and Jack, too, but they aren't. A gal can dream though!
Notes:
1) Warning: this fic is pure sap! It's their anniversary,
and it's sugar and spice and everything nice for the boys this time
around!
2) Sometimes, Jack and Daniel speak almost telepathically. Their
“silent” words to each other are indicated by asterisks instead of
quotes, such as **Jack, we can't.**
3) Silent, unspoken thoughts by various characters are indicated with ~
in front and behind them, such as ~Where am I?~
4) This fic stands alone, but it does reference my past fics, “Heart
and Soul” and “House of Walls” (very, very minor)
5) Thanks to my betas who always make my fics better: QuinGem,
Sue, Drdjlover, Kat, Linda, Claudia!
Return to Juan de Fuca
by Orrymain
“Hey,” Jack said softly, taking his husband into his arms. The
older man had just returned from the Mountain. “I love you,” he
said just before kissing Daniel.
“Love you, too,” Daniel responded as he pressed gently against Jack's
body, his hands going under his lover's tan shirt to caress the warm
skin underneath. “What did you find out?”
Jack sighed, and answered, “Four days. Danny, I have to go to
D.C. on the twenty-first for one of those boring Pentagon sessions.”
“That's a Sunday.”
“Yeah, they want me there for a briefing ... before the briefing.”
“Gawd,” Daniel sighed sadly, walking out of Jack's embrace and sitting
down in the middle of the sofa. “Maybe I can get out of the
mission with SG-11.”
“I thought of that, but Phelps is getting married. I'm not sure
I'd feel right about trying to mess that up.”
“I wouldn't either, but I won't be back until the thirteenth, probably
late.”
“And there's something else,” Jack said softly, walking over to the
sofa and sitting next to his soulmate. “Hammond is going to D.C.,
too, only he has to go the week before. He wants me at the SGC on
the nineteenth.”
“Well, what's going to happen when you're both in D.C.? I mean,
Jack, you've both been gone before at the same time. Why is he
insisting on you being there this time?”
“I know, but he wants it covered. It may have to do with his
meetings in D.C., or maybe there's something else going on; I'm not
really sure. He didn't elaborate, just made it clear I had better
be there. I'm sorry, Love; I tried.”
“It's not your fault, Jack, but when we include travel time, that only
leaves us four days, the fourteenth through the eighteenth.”
“I tried, Danny. We'll have to make the best of it.”
“I know; it's just ... I was hoping ...”
“Me, too, but we'll have a thousand more anniversaries to celebrate,
and we'll get back to Australia lots of times.”
“A thousand? I don't even want to think about what we'll look
like on our thousandth wedding anniversary,” Daniel quipped.
Jack chuckled and kissed his husband, then said, “La Mio Bello Stella
Cadente, you'll always be beautiful to me.”
The older man oftentimes spoke loving endearments to his husband in
Italian, something he had begun years earlier. This phrase was
his favorite; Daniel would always be his beautiful falling star.
“I love you, my Silver Fox.”
====
“Sam, are you busy?” Daniel asked as he walked hurriedly into her lab.
“Just working on those specs for the UAV enhancements. What's up?”
“Uh, well ...” Daniel looked around, even going back to the door and
peeking out into the corridors. He returned to the table where
Sam was sitting. “I need a favor.”
“What do you need?”
“Well, uh ... shoot,” Daniel said, looking up at the security camera.
Sam laughed and said, “Listen, I've been sitting here for hours.
How about taking a walk with me topside?”
Daniel smiled and nodded as he stepped back, motioning for Sam to lead
the way. When they reached the surface, Daniel made his request.
“Sam, our wedding anniversary, I mean, Jack's and mine, is coming up
soon.”
She grinned, replying, “Gosh, I can't believe it's been a whole year
already.”
“Great year,” Daniel said shyly. “Anyway, we wanted to go back to
Australia, but we don't have the time so we decided to stay home.”
“Ooookay,” she said, knowing there was a scheme in the works.
“But I want to surprise Jack with a little trip. The thing is, I
know him, and he's going to be snooping around.”
Sam nodded, “Because he knows you, too, and figures you'll be up to
something?”
“Something like that.”
“And vice versa?” Daniel shrugged, but smiled. Sam knew the
two men were secret romantics. The personnel at the SGC would be
shocked at just how sappy the two could get, and this would no doubt be
a big deal to them. ~Gonna be one sappy first wedding
anniversary.~ “What do you want me to do?”
Daniel pulled out an envelope from his pocket and explained, “I wrote
everything down. Sam, near French Camp, Mississippi, there's the
largest public observatory in that state. It's called
Rainwater. They have all kinds of telescopes and things.
Jack would love it.”
Again, Sam nodded and said, “Astronomy is one of his
hobbies. I'm sure he'll have a great time.”
“Exactly. I need you to make the reservations for us. Um, I
don't want Jack to find out, so I cashed a check.”
“Cash?”
Daniel smiled and shrugged.
“There's enough here for reservations to cover three nights at a hotel,
a rental car, and tickets. I researched a few other places we
might go, so I need you to make those reservations, too. It's all
written down. Will you do it?”
“Sure, Daniel.”
“Don't tell Jack.”
“And ruin the surprise? Wouldn't dream of it.”
“Thanks, Sam.”
====
After finishing her conversation with Daniel, Sam decided to get lunch
in the mess. She was headed back to her lab, when General Hammond
spotted her and asked for an update on her progress with the UAV.
When that discussion was over, she finally got back to her office and
settled down to work.
Just as she had regained her concentration, she heard a familiar voice.
“Carter!”
She looked up.
“Sir?”
Jack rubbed his hands together as he looked around her office.
“How about a little walk?”
“Walk?”
“Exercise, Carter. I'm betting you've been buried inside this lab
all morning.”
“Well ...”
“Carter ...” It was a hidden order, and she knew it. With a
small smile, she stood, sighed, and followed her CO to the elevator,
watching curiously as he selected the appropriate floor. She
walked a step behind as he led her to a VIP room, opening the door, and
motioning for her to go inside. He closed the door and
smiled. “Cameras are off in here.”
“Yes, Sir, I know. We're updating the cameras for the VIP suites
on this floor.”
“Exactly. Carter, I need your help.”
Sam sensed she was about to end up in the middle of something.
“Glad to ... help, Sir. How?”
“It's the big *one*, Carter.”
“One?”
“Daniel and me; it's our first wedding anniversary in a few weeks.”
“Have plans?” Sam asked, almost immediately regretting the question as
she realized her soon-to-be-predicament.
“We're having to go with Plan B, only Daniel doesn't know it's Plan
B. He thinks we're staying home, but,” Jack pulled out an
envelope and raised his eyebrows mischievously as he talked, “I have
other ideas.”
“A ... trip?”
“Yeah, to Sedona, Arizona. Rocks and desert, just what Daniel
loves the most. He'll have a great time, but you know what a
snoop he is. He's going to try and figure out his present, so I
can't risk him finding out anything.”
“Sir, maybe you should ask him first.”
“Ask him? Me?” Jack laughed. “You know me.
Surprising Daniel is one of my specialties. Now, in the envelope
is the name of the hotel I want us to stay in. I also need plane
reservations, and I've selected some sightseeing things for us to do
when we're not ... well, we have to get out sometimes.” Jack
winked, but then he did a mock cough as he rolled his eyes.
“There's even some Mayan exhibit that week, and I want to make sure he
sees it.”
Sam asked, “So you want me to make the reservations?”
“If you don't mind, and you don't, do you, Carter?”
“No, Sir, not at all.” ~What am I going to do?~
“Good. I withdrew some cash from the bank; didn't want to risk
Daniel discovering a credit card charge. There's plenty
here. Go with the best. Only the best for Daniel,” he
smiled.
“Yes, Sir.”
A few minutes later, Jack left the suite. Sam sat down on the bed
and shook her head.
“Now what?”
====
“Sam, are we still on ... Sam, are you all right?” Janet asked as she
walked into the lab.
As Janet entered the room, Sam threw down her pencil onto her
worktable, folded her arms on the table, and lay her head down.
“I give up.”
“I'm sorry?”
“It's not your fault, Janet. I've been trying to get these
calculations right all day, but I ...”
Sam smiled, stopping her words.
“Oh, interruptions?”
“All day long, and Janet, I have a big problem. I need ... help!”
Janet smiled.
“Well, maybe we can talk about it at dinner tonight.”
Sam looked at the multitude of papers on her table, not sure she should
leave the Mountain.
“Come on, Sam. You just said you're not getting much done here,
and you do have to eat. Besides, it looks to me like you could
use a break.”
“Yeah, I could. Okay, what time?”
“Seven.”
====
~Okay, Samantha. Think this out logically. You don't need
Janet to find the answer for you. Let's do this one step at a
time.~
It was a few minutes after 5 p.m., and Sam had finally finished her
assigned task, and now she was back to the favors asked of her earlier
by her teammates.
“Well ... Daniel was first, so ...”
For the next several minutes, Sam worked on booking the reservations,
per Daniel's request. All she needed to do was hit the 'submit'
key. She placed her finger on the white button, and sighed.
~But the Colonel takes such pride in making Daniel happy. That's
more important. Okay, change of plans.~
By 5:30 p.m., Sam had redone all the reservations, and again was at the
point where she only needed to hit one button on the keyboard to
finalize the plans. She lightly pressed against the key, but then
yanked her finger upwards.
~But Daniel would be disappointed. How many times has he told me
that the Colonel surprises him constantly, and he wishes he could do
the same thing more often than he does? Lots. He's counting
on this, and he was first. Sorry, Colonel, but it works on both
counts. Daniel would be happy because he gets to surprise you,
and you'd be happy because Daniel is happy. That works!~
She smiled, canceling out the information recently entered and once
again inputting the information Daniel had provided.
~Just press the button, Sam. Go on ... press it.~ “OH, FOR
CRYING OUT LOUD!” she said to the walls of her office, mimicking her CO.
She looked at the clock and realized she was going to be late for
dinner at Janet's if she didn't hurry, so she powered down her computer
and hurried home for a quick shower and change, arriving at Janet's a
few minutes late.
====
“You're kidding?” Janet asked as she sipped her wine.
“Nope. Both of them came to me within an hour of each
other. Before I came over here, I spent ninety minutes going back
and forth, arguing with myself over which plans to finalize.
Janet, what am I going to do? They want to surprise each other so
desperately. You should have seen their faces, especially
Daniel's.”
“You could try telling them the truth, and let them figure it out.”
“I know, and that would be the easiest thing to do, but ... they were
both so excited. They'll just be disappointed.”
“Can't they do both?”
“Not this time. Daniel is subbing for Janella Phelps.”
“Oh, her wedding is coming up, isn't it?”
“Yeah, so he's going with SG-11 on a mission the weekend before their
anniversary, so he won't be back until the thirteenth, and the Colonel
has obligations here and then in Washington. It boils down to
them having only four days, excluding travel time.”
Janet nodded and sat back in her chair. She sipped on her wine
again, and suddenly, a thought occurred to her.
“Sam, what do the boys enjoy doing most of all?”
“Janet!” Sam exclaimed, shocked, looking off to the side and turning a
light shade of red just thinking about Jack and Daniel having sex.
“Exactly!”
“What are you saying?”
“This is their one-year anniversary. What matters to them is
being together; where that happens is ... well, not nearly as important
as them being together.”
“But I can't pick one's surprise over the other.”
“No, that's not what I'm suggesting. You know, before my marriage
went sour, every year, my husband and I went to Niagara Falls.
Cliché, I know, but that's where we got married, and for a
while, going there to celebrate was the most romantic thing we ever
did.”
“Canada?”
“It's not that far, and I bet they'd love to go back. Maybe we
could rent the same yacht for them that we did before.”
“That's a wonderful idea.” Sam stood up, her excitement taking
hold. “I wish I had Lisa's phone number.”
“Cassie has it.”
“She does?”
“Remember, Cass took all those photos, and Carl gave her his card, in
case she decided to become a professional photographer and wanted some
advice.”
“Okay, this could work! Thanks, Janet!”
Suddenly, though, Sam began to frown.
“Sam, what is it?”
She sighed and began to bite on her lower lip.
“Janet, maybe they don't want to go back to Canada.”
“Why wouldn't they?”
“Well, why didn't they think of this themselves? I mean, Daniel
mentioned they really wanted to go back to Australia, but they don't
have enough time off, so if they thought of Australia, why not Canada?”
“Maybe they just didn't think about it.”
“Maybe, but maybe there's a reason they don't want to go back there.”
“Okay, how about if I do some recon for you, innocently, of course?”
“Do you think you can?”
“As the Colonel would say, it'll be a piece of cake! I'll use my
secret weapon!”
“Cassie!” both women exclaimed at the same time!
Laughing, the two settled back to enjoy the rest of their evening.
====
“Hi, Uncle Daniel!”
“Hey, Cassie,” Daniel said as he opened the door and let her inside the
house. He gave her a kiss on the cheek and asked, “What are you
doing here? I thought you were at college.”
“I'm home for a couple of days and couldn't resist coming by to see the
girls, and you and Uncle Jack, of course.”
“Of course,” Daniel smiled. “But Jack is over at Lou's. I
don't think he's going to be home until late.”
“Oh, well, I'll have to see him next time then.”
They went into the living room and visited for almost an hour.
“Hey, I was thinking.”
Daniel laughed, and commented, “Jack always tells me that's a dangerous
think to do.”
She laughed, “It's required for college, though.”
“Makes sense,” Daniel commented.
“Anyway, are you and Uncle Jack doing anything special for the big day
coming up?” Daniel broke out into a huge smile. “Oh, Uncle
Daniel, please forgive, but I'm going to get mushy for a second.”
“Mushy?”
“Yeah, because I remember when I first came here from ... Toronto,” she
smiled at the cover story she'd lived her Earth life under, “you just
didn't smile like you did just now. It makes me feel, I don't
know, just warm inside.”
“Me, too. Um, I'll tell you a secret.”
“Oh, I love secrets. Tell me!”
Daniel laughed.
“I'm going to surprise Jack with a trip to Raintree. It's an
observatory in Mississippi that he's never been to.”
“He'll love it!”
“Yeah, I'm, uh, looking forward to surprising him.”
“Hey, why not go back to Sooke? That would be so romantic, Uncle
Daniel.”
“To be honest, I hadn't thought about that.”
“Well?”
“Jack does so much for me, Cassie. This is a chance for me to
surprise him with something that he'd like. As much as returning
to Canada appeals to me, I want to do something special for Jack.”
“Maybe you guys can go back there next year.”
“I like that idea.”
“Uncle Daniel, I'm having a problem with an arts project. Can I
pick your brain?”
“Pick away at your own risk!”
====
“Hello, Colonel. What brings you down to the infirmary?” Janet
asked with a cheery tone and smile on her face.
“You make that sound like it's my choice to have your stick your
needles in me.”
Janet laughed. Jack had arrived for a pre-mission check, one
Janet had made sure she would have access to Jack while Daniel and the
rest of SG-1 was given the once-over by nurses in another room of the
infirmary.
“And here I thought you liked visiting me,” Janet teased back.
“Well, I feel so ... special, here, alone with you,” Jack said walking
towards the table and leaning forward to look down into Janet's eyes.
“Careful, Colonel, a blushing redhead is never a good thing.”
“Aw, you're just saying that.”
“Speaking of blushing, I was just wondering,” Janet spoke softly, “do
you have any special plans for the 16th?”
She smiled sweetly as she referred to Jack and Daniel's wedding
anniversary.
Jack smiled, and chuckled, “We have ... plans -- lots of ... blushing
on the schedule.”
Janet laughed, then casually commented, “My husband and I used to take
little getaways during the year, but on our anniversary, we always went
back to where we were married.”
“If you tell him, Doc, I'll have to kill ya, but I'm surprising ...
you-know with a trip to Arizona, lots of heat and rocks.”
“You-know will have a great time.”
“That's the plan.”
Janet continued her examination.
“Did you think about going back, to Canada I mean?”
“Yeah, I did, but I thought you-know would enjoy this more. Heat
and rocks, Doc. You-know loves heat and rocks! We'll get
back there one of these days, though.”
====
Janet picked up the phone and called Sam's house.
“Pete? How's it going?”
“Terrific, Janet. I have the best gal in the world at my side!”
Janet laughed and asked to speak with Sam. She took the phone,
knowing her friend would be calling her with the results of the
undercover work.
“Janet, what did you find out?”
“Sam, they both love the idea of going back to Canada. They're
just trying to surprise each other. The Colonel is convinced
Daniel will want to be an archaeologist over their anniversary, and
according to Cass, Daniel just wants to surprise him.”
“Sounds like Canada would work then.”
“I think so. Both said they wanted to go back.”
“That's a huge relief. Thanks, Janet. Tell Cassie I'll call
her next week.”
“Okay. Give Pete a kiss for me.”
“Oh, no. He's all mine!”
====
A few days later, SG-1 was preparing for their next mission.
“Okay, Kids, five minutes, and we move out,” Jack said, exiting the
locker room ahead of the others in order to finalize their check-in
schedule with General Hammond.
Teal'c followed Jack out.
“Sam,” Daniel walked over to his friend. “I haven't, uh, had time
to check with you. Any problems with ... you know?”
“Nope. Everything's set.”
“Thanks, Sam. I really appreciate this.”
Six hours later, the team was on PX1-292, taking a break on their long
journey. As Daniel chatted with Teal'c about something, Jack
leaned over and whispered quietly to his 2IC, “Carter, did you do what
I asked about ... you know?”
“Everything's in place, Sir.”
“Thanks, Carter. You're a peach,” Jack said with a smile.
~A peach? Please don't let him kill me when he finds out what I
did.~
Sam shuddered, then returned to her work.
====
Both Jack and Daniel had unwittingly chosen the same night for Sam to
bring over the copies of their individual reservations.
~I wonder how they messed this up,~ Sam thought as she headed for the
country-style home where Jack and Daniel lived. ~It works out
great, but boy, did they get their signals crossed.~
Jack had thought Daniel was going to a lecture, and Daniel had thought
Jack was going to Lou Ferretti's to work on the MonsterMobile.
As the time approached for Sam's arrival, the two became testy with
each other since both were anxious to keep their surprises
intact. Finally, their pint-size bickering came down to two
simple questions.
“Aren't you going to the lecture?” Jack asked harshly.
“You're not going to Lou's?” Daniel asked almost as an accusation.
“I asked you first,” Jack retaliated sternly.
“That's a dumb rationale. It doesn't matter who asked first.”
“Good, then will you please answer the question?”
“No, I'm not.”
“You're not going to the lecture, or no, you're not going to answer the
question?”
“Jack, gawd.” Daniel raised his hands in exasperation and walked
to the counter area. “Okay, no, I decided not to go to
lecture. You're turn.”
“Lou's plans changed.”
“Oh.”
“Oh,” Jack echoed.
Neither were really angry. After all, they were deeply in love
and only wanted to preserve their surprises. Once Sam arrived, it
would be next to impossible to cover up the truth behind her visit.
Just then there was a knock on the door. Each of them stood in
silence. The knock was heard again.
The lovers didn't move; instead, they stood, just staring at each
other. Neither had yet figured out how to explain Sam's arrival,
and both still wanted to surprise the other with their anniversary
plans. It was a face-off that neither questioned the other about,
not wanting to explain their own failure to answer the door.
“HEY, GUYS! IT'S ME, SAM. OPEN UP. I KNOW YOU'RE
*BOTH* IN THERE!”
“What is that supposed to mean?” Jack asked.
“I'm going to answer the door,” Daniel said, ignoring the question.
“You do that, Daniel.”
Daniel rolled his eyes as he headed towards the door, leaving Jack
standing by the fireplace.
~Geez, O'Neill, why are you being so snippy with him? You love
the geek; it's not his fault you made a big, big mistake on the
timing. You were Special Ops, for crying out loud; you should
have planned better.~
“Hi, Sam. Come on in. Jack's in the living room.”
“Hey, Daniel.” She walked into the room. “Sir.”
“Carter.” Jack moved towards Daniel, saying as he did so,
“Carter, will you excuse us for just one moment?”
“Certainly.”
“Danny,” Jack said, tugging on his lover's left arm and turning him
around to lead him towards the study. He didn't really go very
far, just enough to give them a little privacy. “Danny, I'm
sorry.”
“What?”
“I just sniped at you for no reason. It's ... well, there's a
reason which you are about to find out, but it's not you. I love
you, and I just needed you to know that I'm angry at myself for poor
planning.”
Daniel smiled and leaned in for a kiss.
“I'm sorry, too. I ... well, I have a similar problem, I think,
and ... I love you, too, Jack.”
They kissed again, and although neither was really sure what the other
meant about planning and problems, they returned to the living room.
Jack sighed and said, “Okay, Carter.”
“Don't look so excited, Colonel. Guys, can we ...”
Sam nodded towards the sofa and chairs.
“Oh, we're sorry, Sam. Sure, sit down,” Daniel said, taking
Jack's hand and pulling him lightly towards the sofa.
“Thanks. I hope I've done the right thing here, and if not, I
apologize and will do my best to ... well, to do whatever you want, but
I had a situation develop recently, and I didn't know for sure what to
do about it until I discussed it with Janet.”
The two men looked at each, both now very confused.
“Okay, here it goes. A while back, Daniel came to my office and
asked me to do something for him.”
“Oh?” Jack asked suspiciously, noting Daniel's slight squirm against
him.
“And about an hour later, you, Sir, came to my office and also asked me
to do something.”
“Oooooh?” Daniel asked, using a 'turning the tables' tone as he looked
at Jack who fidgeted slightly.
Sam shook her head and smiled.
“Guys, the point here is that you both asked me to do a similar thing.”
“Oh?” both asked at the same time, their eyes moving from their
soulmate to their friend as they wondered what Sam did.
“So, you see my dilemma.”
“Whose surprise do you do?” Jack said, admitting defeat.
“Exactly, and without ruining it for the other?”
Jack and Daniel looked at each other, and shared a warm smile.
They kissed, and again, at the same time, both said, “I love
you.” Then, they laughed.
“Okay, Carter, Danny and I can cover the original plans later, but
obviously, you found a solution.”
“Yes, I did, and I hope you'll approve,” she said and then pulled out a
large envelope from the bag she had brought in with her. “Okay,
well, Janet said she used to do this, and I ... well, it sounded
romantic, so, well, I can cancel it ...”
“Carter!”
She smiled shyly, staring at the coffee table momentarily before
continuing.
“Here,” she said, leaning forward and handing the envelope to Daniel
who was the closest to her. “See what you think.”
Daniel opened the envelope and found plane tickets and other printouts
inside, but what first caught his eye were the words 'Juan de Fuca'.
“Jack,” he said softly, a large smile forming on his face. “Oh,
Jack,” he said again as he read the itinerary.
The older man put his arm around Daniel and scooted a bit closer for a
better look. He nodded his approval and finally looked at Sam and
said, “Well done, Carter.”
Sam's smile was huge.
“Really?”
“Gawd, yes,” Daniel said, still enthralled with the paperwork.
“We're going back. It's perfect.”
“I hope you don't mind, but I combined the money that each of you gave
me, and ...”
“We don't mind,” Jack said quickly. “This is perfect, Carter,” he
said, echoing Daniel's comment.
“So, I rented the same yacht that you spent your honeymoon night on.”
Daniel's grin was so big that it was off the smile-scale, and Jack
practically squished Daniel to him in a giant embrace while also giving
his husband a loud, wet kiss on the cheek.
“And, uh, we contacted Lisa.”
“Lisa?” both asked at the same time.
Lisa Anderson Cassidy was an old friend of Jack's ex-wife, Sara, and
she had conducted the wedding ceremony at her home in Canada. Her
quaint cabin-like house near Sooke overlooked the Strait of Juan de
Fuca and had made a majestic backdrop for the sunset wedding ceremony.
“As it turns out, she and her husband, Carl, are going to be out of
town that week, but she Expressed Mailed a set of keys and wrote you
two a note. She absolutely insists that you at least go there on
your anniversary, and you're welcome to stay the night, if you want.”
“Wow,” Daniel said, leaning his head against Jack's left shoulder.
“Guys,” Sam leaned forward. “There's a lot of sightseeing stuff
in there, but uh, the yacht is yours while you're there, if you want
it. I set it up so that you could arrive Sunday night and get
settled in. The Captain of the yacht said they can arrange a nice
brunch cruise for you on Monday, too. So Sunday and Monday nights
on the yacht, in port, and then you can spend your anniversary at
Lisa's. Then for Wednesday and Thursday, we arranged a short
two-day cruise, and I reserved the latest workable departure time for
you on Thursday. I had a hunch you might prefer the cruise over
... museums and want as much time there as possible, but if I'm wrong
...”
“Oh, no, Carter. Not wrong. Definitely not wrong.”
Daniel blushed, but said nothing, not really needing to, either.
“Thank you, Sam,” he finally spoke quietly.
“You're welcome. I have to go. If you need me to make any
changes, I can, but you have all the information there, and, uh, the
leftover cash is there, too.”
“You're a peach, Carter,” Jack said, standing.
“Just glad to help, Sir.”
They bid their good-byes, and then Jack and Daniel quickly moved into a
giant hug.
“So you were going to surprise me, eh?” Jack asked.
“Mmm-hmm. There's an observatory in Mississippi that has ...”
“Raintree?”
“Yeah, I thought you might like that.”
“I would have. We'll do that another time.”
“What was your surprise?”
“Sedona. You know ... rocks, heat, and there is a Mayan exhibit
that I thought you might enjoy.”
“I think I've read about that; it sounded interesting. I would
have liked that, but I like this better.”
“I do, too. Gotta give Carter bonus points for this one.”
“I can't wait to get there. Sunset. We have to be there for
sunset.”
“Count on it!”
====
“It's good to see you again, Captain. The yacht looks wonderful,”
Jack said when the Captain greeted the couple as they came on board the
vessel, currently docked at Vancouver Harbor.
“Thank you, Colonel. Hello, Daniel.”
“Captain. We're really excited about being back.”
“We've arranged the same room for you both, and, if you approve,
tonight we'll take the same route as we took for the rehearsal dinner,
going up the Gorge Waterway into Oak Bay.”
“That would be wonderful,” Daniel responded.
“Manuel will show you to your cabin. If I can be of service,
please let me know.”
A few minutes later, Jack and Daniel walked into the master suite where
they had spent their first night together as a married couple. It
hadn't changed at all, except the ivory-colored comforter had been
replaced with a royal blue one. Jack laughed as he held up the
end of the comforter.
“It's fate, Love.”
Daniel shook his head. Jack was happiest when he could surround
Daniel in blue, though it still escaped the young man just exactly what
could be so fascinating about it; that is, until Jack was dressed in
burgundy or standing near anything maroon. The combination of
those shades of red with his lover's silver-gray hair always turned
Daniel into silly putty.
~I guess I do understand after all.~
“It's been a long day, Danny. How about we start with a snuggle
in the Jacuzzi?”
“Mmmm. Sounds heavenly.”
Daniel turned on the stereo, inserting an instrumental CD that he felt
would help set the mood for the first night of the special trip, and
then the two undressed and got into the large whirlpool.
“Wow, that feels good,” Jack said as he sat down.
Daniel was second to get in, and he, too, sighed contently at the
feeling. He settled in next to Jack, and the two sat quietly for
a few minutes, just touching and placing tiny kisses on each other's
body. It didn't matter where ... just whatever piece of skin was
accessible to their lips.
Afterwards, they made love, and after that, they went for a stroll
along the deck, enjoying the shining stars that shone above them and
the crisp night air. The cold air didn't deter them in the least
as they kept each other warm.
“I love it here, Jack. I wish we could have gotten married at
home, but ... since we couldn't, this place ... I just ... I can't
imagine anywhere else in the world.”
“I know what you mean, Angel.”
Their hands were joined together as they stood looking out over the
ocean. Jack leaned down and kissed Daniel's hand which held his.
“Have I thanked you for proposing?”
Daniel smiled as he replied, “Frequently. I was so scared.
We hadn't ever talked about it, except once or twice just ... joking
around, but it hit me like ... like a giant wave swallowing me.
One day I knew I needed this, for us to be married.” His hand
moved over Jack's left hand. He looked down lovingly at the
wedding ring Jack wore. “I needed this, and I hadn't even thought
about it, until that one day, and now, I don't know how I'd survive if
we weren't married. It's crazy.”
Jack turned their bodies to face each other and then leaned in for a
tender kiss.
“The circle of our love never ends, Danny. Wedding or not, what
we have is ... I can't even describe it, but you're right.
Getting married was the right thing, and some day, Angel, the whole
world is going to know that we've made it official.”
“Soon, Jack. It won't be that long. I know it seems like
forever sometimes, but it's not. Soon,” he repeated and then
nibbled on his lover's lower lip before engaging in another, more
passionate kiss.
Jack's hands roamed down Daniel's body until the palm of his hands
rubbed up and down over the younger's man buttocks, pushing Daniel
closer to him as their kiss deepened.
“Bed?”
“Oh, yeah. Definitely. Now would be good,” Daniel answered
with a smile.
On the last day of their newlywed-dom, as they were about to become 'an
old married couple,' the lovers retired to their suite where they
joined their bodies together in a loving union that lasted well into
the wee hours of the morning. When they finally fell asleep, it
was from pure exhaustion. It was, as Jack called it, “the best
kind of exhaustion in the universe.”
====
“Wow,” Daniel said as he parked the car in Lisa's driveway. The
two lovers got out and were immediately drawn to the overlook above the
Strait of Juan de Fuca. “I love you, Jack,” Daniel said as he
leaned into Jack's shoulder.
“Love you, too, Angel. It feels ... I don't have the words,
Danny.”
Jack placed a kiss on Daniel's head and squeezed him close.
Smiling at the memories floating gently through his mind, Daniel spoke
lovingly, “I remember it all like it just happened.”
“It did,” Jack responded. He turned to look at Daniel and saw the
quizzical look on his face. Smiling himself, Jack explained,
“This year has gone by in a flash. Yesterday, last week, last
month ... last year: every day has been perfect, because you're
my husband.”
“Jack, I don't care what you say or how hard you try to deny it, but
you're wonderful with words; you're ... my poet.”
“Just speaking the truth. Hey, before we end up standing here all
day, why don't we put our bags in the cabin and get something to eat?”
Daniel nodded. The two had brought small overnight bags filled
with the essentials, which they took out of the rental car and took
inside.
“Jack, look,” Daniel said, walking over to the glass table that was the
centerpiece of the living area. A bouquet of balloons rose from
the center of the table, affixed to a large eleven by seventeen color
photo. A big sign said, 'Happy Anniversary', and there was a
small card that read simply, 'A small token of our love. Wish we
could have been home to say hello. With love, Carl and Lisa'.
“That's a great photo,” Jack said, admiring the photo. It was
from their wedding reception, as they had danced to their song.
The two lovers were looking into each other's eyes. At that
moment, their world consisted only of the two of them. “He
captured it.”
“Our love,” Daniel said, glancing at Jack with a smile on his face.
“Yeah.”
“We can't risk hanging this up, or I'd put it in the den.”
Jack nodded, but said, “Someday soon, right?”
“Soon,” Daniel agreed. “Until then, we keep it with our other
treasures.”
“Yes, you are,” Jack said with love shining in his eyes, causing Daniel
to gift Jack with that smile that always makes Jack’s heart sing.
They settled in, enjoyed a nice lunch, and then went for a walk, never
letting go of the other's hand.
“This is so beautiful,” Daniel said as they ambled leisurely through
the forested area near the cabin.
The weather was perfect with only a slight chill from the breeze which
was negated by the warmth of the sun that beat through the trees.
“Maybe we should come here every year.”
“Not sure the Cassidys would like that.”
“I don't know. We'll bring ... gifts,” Jack teased.
“Jack,” Daniel said softly, stopping their movement, and turning to
face his spouse. “I was thinking.”
“I ...”
“Don't ... this is our anniversary. No barbs about my ...
thinking. Besides, you'll like this one.”
Jack's arms went around Daniel's waist as he tugged them together and
said, “I always like your thinking.”
“Hmm ... can I get that in writing?”
“No,” the older man said, laughing.
“Well, anyway,” Daniel said as his hands rubbed against Jack's chest,
slipping inside the yellow shirt Jack was wearing to play with the
silver-gray chest hairs he adored, “I was thinking we should ... you
know ... right here.”
“Here, as in at the cabin, or here as in ... here?”
“Here ... now .... right ... now,” Daniel had said, his face moving
closer to Jack's with each slowly spoken word until finally they kissed
and sank to the ground where they made love.
====
After more snuggling and a snack, the couple once again headed for the
outlook where their wedding had transpired. They hadn't talked
about it, but at the same time, both had looked at their watches and
smiled.
“Sunset. It's going to be awesome,” Daniel said as they stood,
holding hands, staring out over the waters.
“Lisa called it a celebration of our hearts. Every day we're
together is a celebration, Danny. Geez, I'm a lucky man.”
“I think I'm the lucky one. Gawd, you spoil me rotten!”
“It's what I live for, that and ...”
Jack let his eyes and raised eyebrows finish the sentence.
“Is that all you think about?”
Jack was going to answer with a funny retort, but he quieted, and
answered seriously, “No, I think about you, and how much you fill my
soul with love and goodness that I thought I'd never come close to
feeling. It sounds cliché, but you really do complete me,
Danny.”
They kissed for a few minutes and then watched the setting sun some
more. Suddenly, Jack took Daniel's hand and led them to the exact
spot where they had spoken their vows. He took the younger man's
hands in his as they faced each other, mirroring their stances of
one-year ago.
Softly, he said, “Forever and always, Danny; the circle of our love
never ends. You're my heart, my soul, and my life. Whatever
happens in our future, good or bad, will be paradise because you and I
will be together, and together, we're unbeatable.”
Daniel's misty eyes gazed lovingly into his husband's beautiful brown
eyes.
Softly, he replied, “You're my universe, Jack. You never gave up
on me, not ever, and I know that no one will ever hurt us because we
*are* together and always will be. You are my heart, my soul, my
life, my everything. The perfect words to tell you that just
don't exist, not in any language ever created. I love you,
forever and always, and like a circle, our love has no ending. It
just goes on, forever.”
“Forever and always, Angel, I love you,” Jack said, trying
unsuccessfully not to choke up.
“Forever and always, my Silver Fox, I love you.”
Jack laughed as he said, “I now pronounce us ... us!”
“You can't.”
“Why not?”
“You forgot the best part.”
Jack grinned. He wanted to say the kiss, but that wasn't
it. Instead, he nodded, and whispered, “The very best part.”
They took turns repeating part of the talk Lisa had given at this point
in the ceremony.
Daniel began, saying, “Remember the important things and ... make sure
we have our priorities in order.”
“Treasure our happiness; use it when times aren't so good, and have
faith in each other that our forever is forever,” Jack said with a
sweet smile.
Daniel sighed, looking down at their joined hands. He swallowed
hard as he gazed again into his true love's eyes. As a tear ran
down his cheek, he whispered, “Memories do not have to be painful, not
when I have you to show me love and happiness. Gawd, I love you,”
Daniel said almost as a cry.
Jack pulled his lover to him, and held on tight. It had taken
them years to put the sadness of their pasts behind them, to celebrate
the lives of Melbourne and Claire Jackson and also that of young
Charlie O'Neill instead of mourning and focusing on what they had
lost. Finally, when they looked back through the years, Jack and
Daniel had memories of joy and happiness, of good times and happy
thoughts. It was true: memories did not have to be painful.
Jack continued on, still holding Daniel.
“Nurture our love, and always remember that it should be cherished,
even more because of that friggin' 'Don't Ask, Don't Tell' rule and
those idiot politicians that don't think we should be allowed to love
each other. Idiots.”
Jack had lost it, burying his face in Daniel's neck. Daniel
raised his right hand to gently hold the back of Jack's head.
“They don't understand. Someday, maybe they will.”
“Someday,” Jack sighed, moving back to look at Daniel. He
couldn't resist a kiss. “And the absolute best part.”
“Speak with our eyes.”
“What we feel inside our hearts and souls.”
“Listen with our hearts as our eyes speak.”
“And,” Jack said, “Engrave it on our souls for those bad times, and I
hate to admit it, but we've had some of those.”
“It's life,” Daniel nodded.
“I've done that, Danny, what Lisa told us do, and more than once.
Those down times people try to deny or pretend don't happen. When
we've had them, I remember us, here. Lisa was so wise to suggest
that.”
“Yes, she was, and I've had those moments, too. We're not robots,
Jack, and what we feel is so strong, so volatile, in a good way, but
it's ... a mix that when we take it for granted or lose our way for a
while, well, it explodes. When those times have happened, it has
always helped me to remember how strong our love really is, and like
you said, I remember Lisa's words and more importantly, your
eyes. I think we should do it again, now.”
Jack nodded his agreement, and so, holding each other's hands, standing
just inches apart, for the next five minutes, the two spoke only with
their hearts, and each heard the other loud and clear. When they
were done, tears streamed down their faces, and all they could do was
hold each other and count their blessings that when each and every day
was finished, their love had always, and would always, survive.
They'd get through the toughest of nightmares, as long as they were
together.
“We're hopeless, Danny.”
“I know. I guess some people would ...”
“I don't care about other people, especially not today.”
“The sun's set.”
“Come here, you.” Jack led Daniel to the area where their
reception had been held. “Dance with me?”
“Always,” Daniel responded.
The two danced to the music of their hearts, accompanied by the soft
breeze and the sounds of the waves crashing against the rocks at the
bottom of the cliff.
“Jack ... please.”
Jack knew what his husband wanted. He placed a kiss on Daniel's
nape, and while he often resisted Daniel's request, on this special
occasion, he softly sang their song of love -- “Because You Loved
Me.” He had surprised Daniel by singing along with the music
during their reception, and it was something Daniel often tried to get
him to do -- to sing, but Jack usually managed to tease his way out of
it, or change the subject.
“Thank you,” Daniel whispered as Jack continued to hold him at the end
of the song.
“I'd do anything for you, Danny.”
“Anything?”
“Just name it.”
“Make love to me.”
Jack kissed him, and then they went inside and spent the rest of their
anniversary night in bed ... with one exception.
“Happy Anniversary, Love,” Jack said as his arm wrapped around Daniel's
in the traditional toasting pose.
“Happy Anniversary, Jack. Thank you for bringing the St.
Julien's.”
“Have to keep you happy.”
“Oh ... well, then better get back to the ... you know.”
“Oh, I know. I definitely know!”
====
After a light breakfast the next morning, the lovers made sure the
Cassidy's cabin was back in shape. They had done the laundry, of
course, washing the bedding. They also left a bottle of St.
Julien's with a note of thanks for their hosts to enjoy upon their
return.
“It was really nice of them to let us use their place,” Daniel said as
he signed his name to the note.
“It was. Danny,” Jack pulled his lover into his arms. “I
have an anniversary present for you.”
“Jack, we agreed.”
“Yes, we did, but I had to do something to commemorate the day, so, I
have this.”
Daniel smiled at the paper Jack pulled out of his wallet. It was
a receipt for another savings bond, like the one Jack had given Daniel
for Christmas. They had both promised to try and tone down their
gift-giving to each other in order to prepare for the children they'd
have some day in their future.
“For our children,” Daniel said with a smile. He added, “You know
what?”
“What?”
“I was going to tell you last night, but we were ... busy.” They
both laughed with pleasure at their memorable anniversary
celebration. “I, uh, re-figured the budget, and I cut out a lot
of publications that I never read. I kept a couple going to the
house; um, you know, my ... our ... that place you hate,” Daniel
finally said, referring to the house he had purchased earlier in the
year. “I thought we could put that money into some kind of
account, or maybe get another bond with it. It's amazing how much
money those subscriptions add up to.”
“Thank you, Love, and happy anniversary.”
“I love you, Jack, and I'm so glad we've made the decisions we
have. Um, I did, though, buy you a new shirt. It's silk,
burgundy; I had to get something.” He sighed, a bit embarrassed
at his lack of restraint. “It's at home.”
Jack laughed, “This is too funny.”
“Why?”
“I bought you a new royal blue silk shirt. It's at home, too, but
... like you, Angel, I had to get something, and you know how I feel
about you in blue.”
They laughed, amazed at just how much they truly were on the same page.
“Jack,” Daniel reached out and took his lover's hand, “let's go look
one more time.”
They walked up where the aisle had been, past where they had spoken
their vows, to the edge of the outlook. They leaned their heads
together as they looked out over the strait.
“I'm glad we came here, Jack.”
“So am I. We'll come back again.”
“I hope so.”
“Come on, Love. Time to go.”
With one last look and another kiss, the couple headed back to the
yacht for their post-anniversary cruise.
====
The lovers returned to their cabin where they found a bottle of
champagne on ice along with a variety of Milano cookies waiting for
them.
Jack opened the card and smiled.
“It's from Mark and Sara,” he said, handing the card to Daniel.
“That was nice. Sam must have told them we were coming here.”
“Or Lisa. Remember, they're sorority sisters.”
“Oh yeah. I forgot about that.”
Jack took the bottle and popped the cork, champagne spewing out the
top. They laughed, and then Daniel held out the glasses, and Jack
poured both of them a drink.
“To us,” he said.
“And to good friends, even ex-wives,” Daniel said with a smile.
Jack nodded, and the two enjoyed their champagne, each having a cookie
as well.
====
“Present!” Jack said with a big smile as he jumped onto the bed, lying
in a prone position.
He tossed the present, wrapped in gold paper, onto the bed beside him.
“What's this?” Daniel asked, walking to the bed and picking it up.
“I told you; it's an anniversary present.”
Daniel shook it, but couldn't hear anything.
“Hmm.”
“Open it.”
Slowly, and a bit skeptically, the younger man opened the package,
breaking into laugher when he saw the gift.
“Gawd, Jack,” Daniel sat on the end of the bed.
Jack shifted, scooting over to lay beside where Daniel sat. One
hand wrapped around Daniel's waist, the other rested on his
thigh. Jack leaned in, shoving up Daniel's loose-fitting shirt
and kissed his abdomen. Then, Jack twisted around so that he was
lying crossways on the bed, but curled so that he could rest his head
on Daniel's thigh.
“Can't deprive my husband of his Twinkies!”
On their first wedding cruise, Jack had threatened to toss out some
Twinkies that had been included in a gift basket from their
friends. It had led to some fun moments in their cabin.
Daniel put the box on the bed and used his right hand to finger through
Jack's hair while his left arm slid inside Jack's tan shirt to finger
the chest hairs he loved so much.
“I love you, Jack. Only you would give your husband Twinkies as
an anniversary present.”
Daniel laughed, his words rolling off his tongue with delight.
“We sure had fun the first time.”
Jack winked, and said, “And we can again.”
“Oh yeah. We can, can't we?”
Jack turned over and began to undo Daniel's pants.
“Oh yeah, we can,” he said, before jumping in to enjoy his Daniel feast.
====
The lovers were sitting on the love seat, surrounded by pillows,
enjoying a creative light show. The cabin came with mood
lighting, and Jack had rigged the remote to go from scene to scene
randomly.
“Jack, you've been hanging around Sam too much if you know how to do
that.”
“Jealous?”
“Heck, yes.”
“Good. It's about time you showed some green.”
Daniel threw one of the pillows at his husband, but just as Jack was
about to toss it back, the younger man stopped him.
“Let's not destroy the suite. We can have a pillow fight at home.”
“We are home.”
“We are?”
“Being with you is home.”
“Gawd, Jack. You are my poet.”
“I love you so much, Danny. Let's ... make love, not war.”
“That's bad, Jack.”
Jack made a noise, shrugged, and said, “You can't win 'em all.”
====
“Captain, we hope to see you again,” Daniel said as he shook the man's
hand.
“It would be our pleasure, gentlemen. Have a safe trip home.”
Jack and Daniel headed up the dock to where their taxi was waiting.
“Danny,” Jack said as he opened the door.
“What?” Daniel looked up from the opposite side.
“Do you have any idea where we went on the cruise?”
“Uh, well ... considering that we spent all but a few hours inside our
cabin, not a one, Babe.”
“Me, either. What are we gonna tell Sam?”
“That we're pregnant?”
“DANIEL JACKSON-O'NEILL! Bite your tongue,” Jack said, the idea
of being a man and pregnant seeming way too strange for the Air Force
Colonel.
“I'd rather bite something else.”
“Geez, Danny,” Jack laughed, turning a bit red.
“Jack, you're blushing!”
“Don't let it get out. Is Ma'chello around here somewhere?
Have we switched bodies again?”
Daniel laughed, and finally, both entered the cab to begin the ride to
the airport and catch their plane for home.
====
While Daniel tipped the taxi driver, Jack took their luggage up to the
house. It was almost midnight by the time they had arrived home.
Daniel hurried to catch up to Jack.
“Here, I'll unlock the door,” Daniel said, taking out his keys and
following through with his comment.
“Jack! Daniel! Welcome home!”
“Mrs. V, what are you doing out so late?” Jack scowled at their
neighbor, his protective instincts coming out.
“I wasn't. I saw the cab drive up and wanted to bring you this as
a little surprise.”
“Oh, Mrs. Valissi, you didn't have to do that,” Daniel said as he
accepted her care package. “But thank you,” he added quickly,
perusing the picnic basket.
“I wanted to make sure you ate something decent. There's some
fried chicken, a couple of sandwiches, some apples, my chocolate chip
cookies ...” She paused, smiling as Daniel licked his lips.
“Well, you'll see!”
“You're beautiful, Mrs. Valissi,” Daniel said, leaning over to place a
kiss on her cheek.
“What he said,” Jack smiled, repeating Daniel's actions.
“Did you have a good time?”
As Daniel put the picnic basket in the house, Jack answered, “It was
the best of times!”
“I'm so glad.”
“How were the girls?” Jack asked.
“Oh, just perfect angels, though it was obvious they missed you.
I saw young Cassie here yesterday so I'm sure they enjoyed their visit
with her.”
Jack and Mrs. Valissi continued to chat as Daniel quietly took the
remainder of their luggage into the house. Suddenly, Daniel
approached Jack from behind. He looked at their neighbor, put two
fingers in front of his lips in a shushing motion, and suddenly picked
Jack up, not an easy feat considering Jack was no lightweight himself
and was taller than Daniel.
“Daniel Jackson-O'Neill, what are you doing?”
“Turn about is fair play, Jack.” To Mrs. Valissi, he said, “Isn't
he cute? So handsome!”
“Daniel!”
“Look. He's blushing. Mrs. Valissi, he actually blushed in
Canada.”
“Daniel, I'm warning you. Put me down.”
“Down? Oh, I'll go down, and up, and down ...”
“DANIEL!”
“See Mrs. Valissi, he's blushing!”
She laughed at their antics, reveling in their happiness, and then
decided to leave the lovers alone.
“Happy Anniversary, Boys. I'll see you later.”
“Night, Mrs. Valissi.”
“Danny ...”
“Jack, say goodnight to Mrs. Valissi.”
“Goodnight, Mrs. V. Thanks for the chicken!” After she
waved and nodded, Jack repeated his plea, “Daniel, put me down.”
“No way. This time, I'm carrying you over the threshold,” Daniel
replied, turning around and taking the first two steps towards the
door, “and then, starting tomorrow morning, you're going on a diet,
Babe.”
“Me?”
“No more Froot Loops for you!”
“Daniel, you wouldn't!”
“No, I wouldn't,” he admitted as he stepped through the door, still
carrying Jack in his arms. “I love you, my Silver Fox.”
“I love you, too, Angel.”
They kissed, and Daniel put his husband down. After yet another
tender union of their lips, they walked outside to greet their beloved
beagles, Bijou and Katie.
They'd had a blissful second honeymoon in celebration of their first
wedding anniversary, and they looked forward to more as their forever
moved forward in time at their home in Colorado Springs.
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